i miss writing in here...i really do...
besides the whole...being entirely honest about everything on my mind...
i'd probably come back. but then again, what can you really do when some ho named chrystal ruins it for you?
lol...i don't like drama...really...i don't. hahaha.
i need to start writing...taking pictures...drawing...
i keep reading up on trent reznor [nine inch nails frontman] and chuck palahniuk [auther of fight club] and i just...keep trying to find these little words of wisdom from my heroes. and i just...the only thing i come back to is that...i need to stop being lazy.
how can one person have so many ideas, be inspired by a drop of a hat...and just...not do anything about it?
how is that humanly possible?!