listening to : the district sleeps alone tonight [dj downfall persistent beat mix] by the postal service
ugh...did my first day of orientation today at fred meyers. bleh. call me negative, call me a bitch, i just know that this is going to be like safeway. maybe a step up, because it is a nice store, and i'll fade in with their huge mass of employees.
i just...don't want a job like this. i don't want some fucked up schedule again like safeway. i don't want to be like...well i don't know what my schedule is going to be next week. i hate that. i hate, all the instability of it all. i hate it.
so maybe i'm just...hating the newness of it all. i hate starting new jobs. its scary, overwhelming and just all of that shit. and yeah i've been a checker before, so it'll be a little easier for me then most absolute beginners. but still...i just....don't want to work there... i don't want to stay...
forgive me if i have high standards when it comes to the kind of job i want,
dani
loves
music [if it was a religion, i'd already be a member]. chuck palahniuk and haruki murakami books. my cat gwen. my dell dj. my family. my friends. trent reznor & NIN. gwen stefani.
hates
people who focus way too much time on being thin. people who aren't obsessive about music. homophobes. close-minded people.