listening to: the postal service-the district sleeps alone tonight
god, all it takes is a sex and the city episode to get me thinking about some part of my life and to cry about it.
i miss misti. its so weird. and i'm so busy with my new full time job, tired when i leave there, busy with josh when we do hang out [and i love the time we do spend together], that when i do stop to think about her...well....
its not that often. and i feel bad about that. is it too much to ask for a balanced life? i know its not possible. looking at the people i know, and myself, i think i can reasonably assume that it'll never happen. i'll never have every aspect of my life looking a-ok.
its just so weird to realize she's...400 or miles away. she's in some big city, working 2 jobs, living with some creepy guy...and not...hanging out with me...
not having coffee with me, not watching movies with me, not calling me every day, not....
the minute something in my life gets better, another part gets worse....
dani
loves
music [if it was a religion, i'd already be a member]. chuck palahniuk and haruki murakami books. my cat gwen. my dell dj. my family. my friends. trent reznor & NIN. gwen stefani.
hates
people who focus way too much time on being thin. people who aren't obsessive about music. homophobes. close-minded people.