very vague as i can sometimes be.
2:45 p.m. & April 21, 2005

listening to: we belong together by mariah carey

its weird the things that pop into your head, and then before you know it, your constantyl thinking about that one thing, for real no apparent reason. it just...popped up one day and now its all you think about. you play all kinds of scenarios in your head all day...thinking this might happen, or what if this happened?

or is this just me? right about now, it feels like its just me. :P come on, don't make me feel like a freak and just agree with me already.

i should have just...nevermind. i really don't want to get into detail about it here. its useless anyways. its stupid high school shit that i used to do.

on another note, misti texted me telling me she misses me alot and is going crazy not being able to talk like we used to and go to coffee and whatnot. it feels nice that she misses me as much as i miss her. thats about the only consolation in that whole situation at this moment in time.

sometimes i feel like i'm this really mature young person that is ahead of most people her age, and then other times...well...i feel really immature, stupid, and ridiculous.

ugh...the things i think about, the things i want, will probably drive me crazy,
dani

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