society sucks, but when doesn't it?
8:05 a.m. & April 25, 2005

did you ever want to say something really hurtful to someone? because they hurt you? and the only thing thats holding you back is having good timing?

when did i become such a vengeful person? actually, i think it happened a long time ago. i hate it when people say "take the high road". basically its saying, well your a nice person, don't say anything to that person who's being an asshole to you. let them keep on being an asshole. and hurting the people around them.

but i do something and people are all over me. seriously, how does this happen?

when did it become ok to keep the feelings you have inside of you, so you can appear like a strong person? why should i keep it together when the person who is hurting me is falling apart? i don't care how i appear to other people if thats what i want to do.

i just don't understand a society that thinks its ok to let people hurt you, then to add to that pain, your not allowed to say, hey i'm hurting, and your the one that caused it and i think your a real fucking asshole for hurting me.

god....
dani

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