a job doesn't have to be terrible after all
3:46 p.m. & April 28, 2005

listening to: the postal service-the district...

its so great, when you go into your last place of work [safeway] and you think to yourself, oh my god, how great is it that i don't have this bullshit in my life anymore? and you walk around the store and you almost smile because your so happy and so relieved that you don't work here anymore, that you just came in to buy your favorite magazine blender, then your going to leave and get yourself a coffee and go home to enjoy the rest of your day off.

its just....so great. it feels so liberating and just, a huge weight off my shoulders, that i'm not there anymore. i don't know how i came to hate that place so much, but i did. i related that place with everything that is evil and unholy. there was no way out to in my mind, when i worked there. i was worried i would become a lifer, get stuck in there and never find a way out. ha! well i did and it fucking feels great.

that and it feels great to find a new job that you don't hate. that you actually somewhat like, and its interesting and cool [playing with film and people's pictures is cool] and you think to yourself, hey i don't dread going to work anymore. and while your there you make the best of it, and when your not, you have no worries, no stress that they'll call you in, because they can't, because you work full time now. and guess what else? the latest you work is 530pm, you live so close, its about a 7 minute walk away.

i could go on and on. i love the fact that my life isn't as complicated as it used to be...well...one or two areas are somewhat grey, but lets not focus on that at the present moment.

dani

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