email to my mom.
10:05 p.m. & May 02, 2005

nothing like a dose of bad news before you go to bed. i'm to lazy to re-write this, considering i just emailed it to my mom, here ya go. a portion of my life, in email form, hope you enjoy.

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hey momma.

ugh! you would not believe who's car broke down. no its not josh's. lmao. although i'm sure for a second you thought it was. no its josh's parents car that is broken down. so guess who, after an 8 hour day of work, had to work on it? yeah josh. i'm just...exasperated. and their not really financially capable of buying a car [wow what a surprise] even if it was a cheap one. because they have really bad credit. and it pisses me off, because, josh loses his freedom. suddenly there's a car pool, and i have no idea, when [other then quick visits before he goes and picks up his mom at 545pm] i'll see him and actually get to spend time with him. i'm just angry, that once again, his parents are doing this to him.

[sentence deleted] its just...so stressing.

so i'm sure they aren't even sorry that he can't do the things he likes to do, like spend the night at my house, spend sundays with me. and he seriously thinks that this time might be the time that honda finally kicks the dust. i mean, i always say that when they have something come up with their car, but seriously, i would SO not be surprised if it did this time. their SO lucky that that car has lasted as long as it has.

argh. just wanted to vent....i really didn't want to say all of this josh, although i did slip in a few things referring to how unfair it is that after a long day of work he has to work on the car, and how its not fair that he suddenly doesn't know when we'll be able to spend time together. but overall, i just didn't want to get upset in front of him, because, i know deep down he's upset. even if he's just showing a fraction of it. :P

love you,
dani

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