oh you know how it is...
9:23 p.m. & May 03, 2005

listening to-used to love you by john legend

its so aggravating, there is like a billion people online when i'm not in the mood to chat, the one night where i have some time to kill or whatever, THERE IS NO ONE ONLINE. screw you bitches, screw you! :P

misti's a workaholic, and god knows what else is going on with her. erin's a workaholic too, 2 jobs, damn girl. gina is a 3 hour difference away, so chatting is not really, something we do that much. and yeah, thats pretty much all my chat buddies.

wow, i didn't realize how pathetic i was. lol.

did you ever just have some stupid little something you just want to divulge to everyone, but like, everyone is just too busy or not online or something? and its not like you can just randomly email someone, telling them this useless info. its just something you want to share and chat about. bleh.

at work, yesterday and today, the time went really fast, that was really nice. if it wasn't one thing i was working on, i was working on something else, and even if i wasn't doing anything, the time managed to go by decently.

so i was supposed to see josh today, briefly, before he went to pick up his mom. so yeah, i step outside, leaving work, and guess who's not there. ugh. whatever. his mom got off early, giving him a ring on the phone, and so he beckoned. can we all just....groan collectively? and i'm just trying to so hard to not make this a big deal, because i know thats only going to add stress onto him, and his parents have pretty much put this whole car situation on him anyways. like they always do. i say, well i'll guess i'll see you on sunday or something and he said oh well i might hang out with you tomorrow and i'm like really? and he's like, yeah if the car gets fixed. lol, i tried not to laugh. because seriously, its funny, because that car won't be fixed by tomorrow. i'd bet 10 dollars on the fact that it won't be fixed by tomorrow. and i don't bet on shit usually.

:P dani's got stupid trivial fun stuff to chat about, and no one to tell. god does hate me after all. lmao, i told you i was dramatic.

dani

[edit-misti called me, i got to share my trivial fun, i'm relieved of it, and i feel good :P]

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