i heart trent reznor
8:03 p.m. & May 06, 2005

every day is exactly the same by nine inch nails.

wow this song is amazing, not only is it NIN we're talking about, but trent's voice is jsut on par in this song, that and the lyrics are just great. their speaking volumes to me right now....

there's so much i want to say, yet again. and i'm afraid to. its not time to speak of such things. i have so many giddy happy trivial things to say, and so many deep, dark, unhappy things to say all at the same time.

i swear to god, i'm being tested by whoever is up there in the clouds. how much shit can we throw at danielle before she cracks? how much can we put in front of her before we see her fall? how much can we give her to think about, with no friends in the town she lives in? i just want to run to someone anyone, call them, go to coffee, put my head on their shoulder, get a hug, anything! all of those things or just one of them, it doesn't matter.

i just want to email everyone and say, please support me while i go through this, i won't need your support forever, just for a while. i'll need you to check up on me, maybe text me or whatever, to just let me know that your thinking about me. to show me that you care about me.

is this too much to ask? when all my friends are in different cities, in different parts of the states?

"Every day is exactly the same, there is no love here, and there is no pain..."

all i want to do is pour my heart out someone, and all i can think about is how much of an inconvience it would be to the other person....

how did i end up like this? the only person i can genuinely run to is my mom. without the guilt or sense of obligation i might be putting on that person....

help me i'm drowning,
dani

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