listening to: nine inch nails-every day is exactly the same...
like i said before, this song is amazing, its pretty much describing my life right now. not in the negative way, its just...how my life is. and thats ok...
there is so much i want to say...and i'm hiding it. for no real reason i'm starting to realize. all i want is to just...talk to someone. and thats all i want right now. i could be alot clearer, but i just don't want to be right now...i just want to be....vague. and express all this shit, in vague ways. because thats all i can handle.
-i just want to talk to you, but i'm too afraid and i'm just so afraid to say the wrong thing, make a fool of myself, disappoint you, and i just....wish i could get over all of this immaturity.-
dani