we believe in this love
9:17 p.m. & May 13, 2005

listening to: we believe by good charlotte

and no you don't have to tell me how lame i am for liking this song i ALREADY know how lame i am...

wow, what a day! if i were tell all of it to you, well i've already told it like...3 times, and i'm already tired of telling it. lets just, say, good news with a good person. if you know who i am, then you know what i'm talking about.

then craziness ensued at work! a child pornographer related drama. ugh, some guy calls and i answer, asking about if we print pictures with nudity, i ask one of the girls and she says, as long as its tasteful. well it wasn't tasteful, and his subject in the picture looked very young...so yeah, a detective came to our work, 2 of the girls saw the pictures [i didn't THANK GOD], and they both were so upset, and i was having a panic attack, thinking of the fact that the guy would be coming back in there.

so yeah, crazy day. the girl ended up being over age. whatever, he's still a fucking perv. and he still deserves to be shot in the balls. but, we live in a world, where you can work around the minor details, and continue to be a sick freak.

and people wonder why i don't watch the news! i don't need to watch the news to know this world is a fucked up sad place. people are killed, raped, molested, tortured, looked down on. i don't need to watch the news to figure that out...

jesus...i just needed to write about this, to get it of my system and hopefully out of my mind.

no wonder why i'm so drawn to this song, the chorus is "we believe in this love"

ahhh how romantic and naive to hope and believe the world can be a good place. its not...

just hope you can find a few good people in your life, hold onto them tightly, and hope you can get through the hard obstacles in life, and enjoy the high moments as much as you possibly can. this is my life philosiphy these days, i hope other people live by this too.

dani

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