wow, i miss these purple walls. :P i've been updating in livejournal...i might be coming back...i have no idea. but i thought this was a pretty relevant entry. i decided to cross-update.
you don't even know how overwhelmed i am. suddenly my dad has appeared in my life. my sister is talking to him, and my stepbrother.
and i'm sitting here....shellshocked, overwhelmed, wrecked....once again dealing with all the shit that i thought i had a handle on. i don't have a handle on it, not even close.
i'm not going to talk to him...i can't...i won't...its just...not going to happen.
it feels like the biggest wound in my life has reopened, and now i have to take care of it all over again....-dan
loves
music [if it was a religion, i'd already be a member]. chuck palahniuk and haruki murakami books. my cat gwen. my dell dj. my family. my friends. trent reznor & NIN. gwen stefani.
hates
people who focus way too much time on being thin. people who aren't obsessive about music. homophobes. close-minded people.